In This Moment Now

In this moment now, I'm about to loose all my friends. They're going to leave to go and have the most amazing lives in Melbourne and Adelaide while I stay behind, burdened by financial issues, and study my dream course in the last place on earth I want to be. Sure, Mildura has had some bright spots, the biggest and brightest being a person I can rely on anytime, anywhere (you know who you are). But now my bright spots are all leaving and I'm going to have to find some news ones. I'm not good at finding new bright spots, I don't know how. Right now, I'm looking down a long tunnel and I can't see any light at the end of it. So, maybe tonight the night.

If it is, I love you all.